Monday, March 17, 2008

NOTE TO MY FRIENDS


She’s started to pack her bags. She’s started to wrap it all. Her college days are ending. And just like the rest of her batch mates she’s going to step out of the college, of the care free world and walk into that big bad world outside. Four years and she dint even realize how time passed by.

She had big dreams when she had joined. And mind you she did achieve her goals. She’s got good marks, she’s managed to get a job, and she’s had a very good time having fun with friends. She dreamt of having a great ending in the college. An ending; such that all will remember her when she leaves.

But… don’t think so.. it hasn’t gone her way in her last semester. Things haven’t been going good for her. She’s ending her college days with fights with her close ones. There was a point during these four years where she thought she had it all. But suddenly her world has turned upside down. She’s not usually a hot tempered person. But lately she’s been getting bugged with small small things. She’s fighting with her friends, she’s not having a good relationship with teachers she’s had respected so much. She’s learnt a few good lessons from all this and decided to keep a check on her temper. It really has to be controlled. She’s realized were she’s gone wrong and has vowed not to repeat it.

On a happier note, she’s found some very good friends.

To S and F;for being with her during her hard times. She Loves you both and will miss ya. To J;for being the best mate in her life. She says that she loves you a lots.. infact she loves you the most darling. To S; hate it when you fight with her.. but still she will miss you and love you for ever.

She says,”Hey you guys, sorry if I have hurt you in any way. If so plz forgive me. It was not intentional. And thanks for putting up with this bossy stupid kitanu.”


To A; for being the cutest, sweetest and adorable brother. Thanks yaar for helping her, for doin everything she asked you to. U really mean a lot her. Will miss you so much. Now that even you have just a year or so left.. make the best of it. Just have fun. Keep bunking keep working keep helping, but don’t get used. And now SMILE PLZ. :)

To G; thanks for understanding her dude. She would have been heart broken if you also had pointed your fingers at her like the others. Thanks. No good byes and miss you to you. तू उसका पीछा तो छोड़ने वाला नही है.. I know u’ll keep bugging her. Thanks again.

To T and L; loved you both a lot dears. Still do. But fate had set its direction elsewhere. Never mind.. just wanted you both to know and u are always in her heart and the members of the most notorious gang that hostel has ever seen. ;) will miss you both.

To J; this is the one of the other good things that has happened to her. She met you dear. As her college life was ending she found a piece of gem in you. Wish she could spend some more of those days with you. Just wanted to let you know; that you have found a very special place in her heart. She considers you just like A and will miss you a lot. A piece of advice she wants to give you before she goes; make sure you get your thing done first before you work for anybody else in the college. They are just not grateful. All of them. It has just started for you. There is a long way to go now. And bear this in mind as you have made a mark of your existence in the department they’ll call you for everything from now on. Do whatever you can for them but don’t get used by them.

There are many more people she loves in her college. Especially her HOD. She says,” SIR, thanks for all you have gone through with us and for us. May god bless you with all the happiness in life. It was wonderful to have a guru like you. You taught us not just dbms and crypto but also many other lessons.Truth be told you are an angel sent upon us by god. If you need any help, anything I am just a missed call away. I love you lots sir. And sorry for misbehaving that day.. You know which. I just lost it that day. Please forgive me.”

She will not say goodbye to anybody because she knows she’ll meet all of these people again. Just take care of yourselves and have fun.

7 comments:

Aswin said...

small matter if u didnt have a slam bang last sem, but u had wonderful 7 sems in which i think u had the best time of ur life and well and truly achieved ur goals .trust me ppl will remember u even after u have left the college. :)
you must have been pretty emotional when u wrote this and it did leave me feeling the same. ;)
enjoy the last days in college with all ur friends(minus the fights) and then u r free to enter the competitive world where i have no doubt tht u will do well. :D
kitanu :) U ROCK :) keep smiling :)

sweta prabhu said...

well thanks da. i dont have words to express wat i am feeling.. but thanks to have faith and respect for me.

diyadear said...

wow gal, that was really touching and so beautiful..hugs to u sweety and stay happy.. enojy the last few days to the best!! love ya lots!!! muwwaaaaah!!!

adhishg said...

i felt the same a few yrs when i passsed college..mixed deep feelings...really loved this post..made me choke in the throat..

Sheetu said...

hey this post was v touching.... brought back a lot of nostalgic memories...

Vivek said...

truly touching words of a final year student....

sweta prabhu said...

akki: thanks di.. love u too..
adhishg sheetal and vivek:thank u.. college days are the best in life.. wish there were a few more days of it to enjoy.. thanks for the comment